what parts of me do you notice? what parts of you do i notice?
what needs will we fullfill for each other?
what aspects of myself will you exemplify? what will i exemplify in you?
everything we interact with changes us. sometimes severely. other times ever so slightly.
how will you change me? and is this something i want?
you could make me a "better" or "worse" person. you could turn me "crazy" or "sane."
i could be the troubled girl you never quite understand. or i could be your soul mate. only you know. it's not up to me. you know from the beginning.
you could be my drinking buddy. or someone i write poems about. or someone to go on walks with. someone to teach me things. or someone i talk about to my real friends. someone i humor but always know is an asshole. sometime whose house i crash at just because there's nowhere else to be.
you could be the boy i never quite understand. something i look back upon and sigh. or the dragon-riding warrior who saves me.
and that's the part that only i get to know. the part that i've known from the beginning.
though it's not really a secret. i'll tell you if you ask. that, in itself, is part of the dance.